Tag: peacemaker
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I planned to write an nye post and decided to have fun instead and now I’m realizing how actually perfect this decision was! I was going to say goodbye to a bunch of things I choose to leave in 2022… But… That actually feels like holding on. And I choose to LET GO!!!
So, Happy New Year! For the first time EVER I’m excited about the new year. I’m dreaming, throwing all kinds of good things into my vortex (see video), and manifesting so much abundance for the rest of my eternal existence!!!
So here’s a quick rundown (what’s a rundown??) of the rest of my life.
1. All the twin flame things. I’m all in. ā¤ļøāš„ā¤ļøāš„ Twin Flames are REAL and I am one… And… So are you!
2. Ascension. I am loving this journey into harmonious union with God. I’m removing all blocks to Love and filling that space with Christ consciousness. Oneness. Peace. Joy. Unconditional Love.
3. Abundance. God is a God of plenty. I’m claiming my good, flowing with the divine flow. Make it rain šø
4. Life purpose. I have a dream and I’m making it come true. Family recreation and recovery center ā¤ļøāš„
5. Harmonious Union.
Funny… I got married when I was 23… 2023 seems like a good year to get married ā¤ļøāš„ #vortex
So… Kitty…. What the heck are twin flames and when did you start believing in all this weird spiritual woowoo stuff???
Well lemme tell ya something.
I believe and I’m all in because it makes sense. It’s scientific, it’s deeply spiritual, and the work is working. It’s literally the only thing that makes my heart and mind and life feel at home, at peace. This wisdom and truth is my divine path to God, to wholeness, to Love. How could I say no?
I’ve been working on my twin flame post but I found this writing and it’s just so perfect and helpful. I didn’t write it (author credit below)
“You’ve met someone that you believe is your twin soul and it feels like your whole world’s changed. You feel this incredible love and desire to be with them which is unlike anything you’ve ever experienced. It feels like you’ve known them all your life, even if you’ve just met and you can’t stop thinking about them. You feel a pull and a bond that goes beyond any logical explanation. Yet you’re not together. You desperately want to manifest your twin soul relationship and be able to share your life with them and yet it’s just not happening. It may be that the other person is married or in a relationship with someone else or denies that there’s anything special between you. Or maybe you’ve started a relationship together, expressed undying love for one another and then suddenly the other person doesn’t want anything more to do with you and vanishes over the horizon. You try your best to forget them, move on but despite your best efforts you think about them everyday and just know that the connection you felt is still there. Perhaps you feel like you’re going crazy and must be imagining it all.
You begin to wonder whether this really is a twin soul relationship and doubt that it’s possible to manifest it. You may have been told to forget it. You wish you could, it all seems hopeless and you feel confused and bewildered.
The good news is that a twin soul relationship is meant to work and it’s meant to work in this lifetime. Why would you meet someone that you feel this much love for, feel this amazing bond, only to be kept separated from one another and destined to spend your life apart? You are meant to be together and the relationship is meant to work. However, the only way to manifest your twin soul relationship is to understand what it’s about and what is needed to make it work. It is a spiritual relationship and so doesn’t follow the normal “rules” of love, dating or marriage. If you try to pursue the relationship without your soul then you’re likely to feel like you’re banging your head against a brick wall.
No matter how much you may try to make it work, if you ignore the spiritual aspect of this relationship and go chasing after the other person then you’ll probably encounter resistance, denial, difficulties and setbacks. The only way to successfully manifest your twin soul relationship is to get to know your soul, your inner self and develop this relationship on a spiritual level. This person that you’ve met is the physical expression of the other half of your soul. Meeting them signals getting to know who you truly are. Twin souls or twin flames are the embodiment of pure unconditional love. So you need to let go of anything that isn’t part of that. It means letting go of thoughts, beliefs, behaviours that come from ego and don’t reflect who you truly are. As you gain understanding about yourself and begin to change you will notice that your twin soul does also. You are one soul in two bodies and what affects one affects the other. You act as mirrors with each other so as you begin working on yourself you will see that reflected back at you and at that point you will then be able to have and enjoy this special relationship that your heart has been yearning for.”
By: thelovealchemist Author/Source
For most twin flames, it is not easy to describe the hidden door of desire, especially when it comes down to twin flame love, because it isn’t felt from a 3D level.
When you love from a 3D level, you are very much loving someone from a condition, and you are asking them to love you back ALSO from a condition. This is much like a marriage contract, based on a binding legal stipulation, instead of allowing love to flow naturally.
And in a way, you can say that is an essential difference between being in a regular 3D space and being with your twin flame in a 5D spiritual flow.Except from twinflames.infinity
That pretty much sums it up. Some art so you know how I feel about this in my heart…. The desire is intense. But also so pure and beautiful. If you don’t know, you don’t know.
Well… Now you kinda know ā¤ļøāš„
Honest. Kind. Shine. XxOoXXo.
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I’m burdened by the hypocrisy of the “Christian” church.
I can’t believe I’ve played a part in this nonsense… This hate.
Church…we’ve messed up. Big time.
This is abhorrent. 
#guilty 
Actually, ask yourself if anyone feels loved by you. 
Change my mind. 
Burn every copy of love&respect š¤® 
Submit submit submit and God will bless you with an asshole for a husband who can’t even find the ketchup on the front door. Also, was told by my pastor and “Christian” therapist that they were angry with me for trying to feel loved. 
Fuck purity 
Sounds a bit narcissistic 
I didn’t write this. I don’t like those words at the end but you should seriously think about if and how your beliefs are hurting you and other people. People should not be able to love better than God. 
Yeah, this one’s tough for me too. 
No caption needed. Other than *note: WITHOUT STRINGS ATTACHED 
#yep 
The hypocrisy is as THICK as their skulls… 
Y’all. I don’t even understand this logic 
Or this logic 
I’m actually okay being kept awake. I’m sorry. 
Cherry picking should be left for actual cherries 
We’ve really messed up. 
Well, does it? 
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I try to remember to talk to my unpleasant emotions like I would a little toddler. What do you need? How can I help? 
No virtue. Read it again with me. 
I seriously do not even understand how one could think they should be in office. 
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Sick. I’m kind of done with this “Christian” nonsense. Pray for my soul.
Honest. Kind. Shine.
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Every day that I spend āin itā (see ‘Garden State’ fireplace scene), more and more revelations come to me. I just realized this morning WHY Iām doing thisā why I feel like I need to share my thoughts with the āworldā.
I suppose there are many reasons why. Of course I had a āwhyā prior to today, so I guess I should say, I discovered another facet of my why.
There are lots of reasons why I havenāt done this. ((see The Secret (releasing today at 1230) and Pearls Before Swine )). There are lots of reasons to keep everything to myself and/or a select few. Honestly, I think most people in my life, most people I really care about, would either straight out advocate for me to keep it all to myself or subtly imply that I shouldnāt share it. (see upcoming post– #MeToo)
Itās interesting that some people find people who wholeheartedly support their truth and process of revealing that truth. As I was listening to We Can Do Hard Things Podcast (you should seriously give it a listenā¦the most recent episode is on point!), someone shared that in their coming out process they had parents who were very supportive. They specifically stated, āIām very luckyā. Everyone talking reflected how special this is- to have people in your life who see your light and not only let you shine, but encourage you to shineā¦ (even if they get burned or blinded by the light in the process).
Not everyone is this lucky. Donāt get me wrong. I have lots of people in my life who, I truly believe, want to see me. If you know me and youāre here reading this, you are one of those people and I AM SO GRATEFUL. You havenāt failed meā¦ Iām not angry with you or doing this out of spite or as a way to punish you. Iām hedging right now because Iām so sensitive to other peopleās feelings, fears, anxiety, hang ups etc. Sadly, Iāve squashed myself to make you comfortable. That my friends is called Codependency. This topic alone deserves its own podcastā¦oh wait, there is one ā¦ youāre welcome š
Part of this healing journey is moving out of codependency and into interdependence (not independence). Those who have depended on my codependency are likely the most anxious about this blog. Of course you are. My silence has kept your peace.
Five years of silence and ten years of forsaking myself for the sake of others has damn near killed me. Iām so worn out that since July 19th I canāt DO ANYTHING but write. I canāt not do this, friends. Unless you want me to die. For TEN years I’ve been slowly, painfully killing my soul and up until a few weeks ago, I was floating off into oblivion.
Which brings me to my newest āwhyā facet.
For this, another analogyā¦ or two.
Okay so, you know Frozen, right? Elsa has magic powers that no one knows about or understands. So she is believed to be dangerous and forced to stay locked in her room by her well-intentioned father. She then reveals her powers, oops, and finds a few people who love her for her and yay, the end.
Frozen 2ā¦ Elsa still feels out of placeā¦aloneā¦ no one gets her. She hears a voice which leads her to her people, her ātribeā. She goes on a journey to “Show yourself
Step into the power
Grow yourself
Into something new
You are the one you’ve been waiting for
All of your lifeā
This blog is me acknowledging that Iāve been locked in my room, alone. No one knows the depth of pain Iāve suffered. No one knows how much Iāve cried and wanted to die. (Except for Bryceā¦Bryce mostly knows.) Still, staying locked in my room has made my powers stronger. Itās tempting to go build my own ice palace and live alone with a giant snow monster. The cold never bothered me anyway.
Thank God for the Annas in my life that want me to come home. You are an act of True Love.
This blog, this public process, this is me, stepping into my power, growing myself. Iāve waited for my tribe to find me, help me grow or grow with me.
Maybe I need to āshow myselfā so we all can grow, so we can all step into our own power and grow something new.
The movie ends beautifully by Elsa giving up her role as queen and living in the magical forest with her tribe. Sheās not alone anymore. She is found.
The truth is, I have been stuffing the truth so long that when it was activated it almost killed me (see Elsa: ice powers). Iām ācoming outā (see: Let It Go ). There are people who are genuinely concerned and want to understand (see: Anna). There are people who donāt understand and have Village Anxiety and/or want me to STFU (see: Duke of āWeasel Townā š ). Like Elsa, Iāve been silenced for years. Iāve locked away my truth, my light, my hope for the sake of people I love. Coronation day was June 27th 2022. I built my icy palace and thawed myself faster than the time it took to come out with Frozen 2ā¦.thank God!
I know this process makes you uncomfortable. I love you so I donāt want to be the source of your discomfort. Catch 22, rock and a hard place, conundrum………..
But I love myself MORE.
Five years of silence and ten years of holding it all in has made me very very very uncomfortable. We can both be a little uncomfortable and move through it or one of us gets to be set free while the other is held captive. I spent my time in captivity. I did my time. You did your time too! Letās go through this together. Be my Anna, my Kristoff, my Olaf and Sven. Letās tame and ride this Nokk into Ahtohallan and find the truth and grow something new ā¤
Sometimes music says it better than I can
I was a-ready to die for you, baby
Doesn’t mean I’m ready to stay
What good is livin’ a life you’ve been given
If all you do is stand in one place?Stay tuned for āwhyā analogy #2ā Stranger Things
Honest, Kind. Shine.
Update!:
Okay I found this and omg it’s great! I think they do a better job at explaining the whole analogy than I do. Enjoy ā¤
Keturah Mae Shine 
